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2008-05-04T03:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO

PLEASE

GO

TO

MY

NEW

BLOG!

http://www.littlechicken.blogspot.com

THANK YOU! (:

2007-12-03T00:53:00.000-08:00

ATTENTION!!!!!!

I HAVE MOVED TO http://www.xanga.com/thesies

so you guys must get me there okay!
my com is finally working.
haha i forgot how to use xanga oh my.
so i shall add a tagboard there too.

i miss mengsie alr.
ohwells.

SEE ALL OF YOU OVER AT THE OTHER BLOG OKAY! BYE!

2007-08-25T21:31:00.000-07:00

HELLOO!!

i was so upset today.

must be exam stress cos i havent studied a damn thing.

and baohui is not gna talk to me anymore if i dont do well.

but i shall blog abt happy things. (:

i went for a buffet on fri! yayys.

and it was nice!

i ate like one round of food.

and then alot of dessert.

and then i ate another round of food hahahahha!

oh and during dinner i just mentioned tt i wanted a white turtleneck.

and my aunt went to buy it for me im so happy!

its from warehouse yayys!

:D:D:D:D so i am happy. haha.

my turtleneck yayyys!

this is some of the desserts and appetisers i ate. i ate them together. HAHA!

vicky and mengsie's ladybugs with their FROG!

jiang and kelsie put this on my wallpaper. haha.

2007-08-17T12:17:00.000-07:00

new skin finally.
was getting sick of my old one.
im just getting sick of everything.

2007-08-16T20:41:00.000-07:00

wtf.
i hate studying.
i hate amath too.

rarh.
so highly irritated.
im so tired.
just leave me alone.

ps. JIAYOU OJAY!

2007-08-15T15:54:00.000-07:00

i am finally online again YAYYS!
all thanks to dear mommy who insisted on calling again.
AND WE PRAYED AND PRAYED AND PRAYED and it WORKED
YAYYYYS
thank God.

i want to complain.
i cant believe i have to do like 7 hours of cip by this weekend.
and im busy everyday!
x(
i cant stand it.
how does 7 hours of shelving books contribute to society you tell me.
it'll just drive me crazy.

and you have to like REGISTER on the library website to do cip!
AND they will CALL you up and INTERVIEW you gosh.
PLEASE.
thats so irritating.
i HATE interviews!
x(

and there is an amath test TMR.
and a GEOG test on fri.
and mrs koh is so upset with us!
i feel so BAD.

sighs i really do HATE amath.
i cant believe i have to walk with her ohmygoodness.
rarh.

and i shall go shit now.
BYE.

2007-08-02T20:18:00.000-07:00

im so SUPERLY irritated cos i think i cant download pics from my cam ANYMORE!

so SADDENING SIGHS.

cant stand it.

and it is 8.12 now!

i needa start on homework soon.

plus study populationnnn.

alrights i shall put pics cos im BORED!

and so that was rhd, ntl t&f and in church!

oh and im so excited for FOP yayys.
im gg tmr!
as long as my mom doesnt change her MIND.
sighs.

i feel stressed cos my schedule's so PACKED with GOING OUT and zero STUDYING.

great.

2007-07-22T21:12:00.000-07:00

it is 9.12 pm and i have not started on my homework.
i have been watching that 7pm show on channel 8 which is interesting!
and the only reason why i actually watched two hours of it is because i thought the case would be solved(its a detective show) but it WASNT and i got so highly irritated. RARH.

and ohmygoodness darling i miss you so absolutely much i cant stand it.
how am i supposed to survive so LONG w/o you SIGHS.

okay i guess i shall do my work now.
but i do hate MATH
and we have SPA tmr and i dint bring home my tb.
BRAVO.

2007-07-20T20:58:00.000-07:00

i feel so frustrated cos the com cant detect my phone and my camera so i cant POST PICTURES. RARH.
so HATEFUL.

i learnt that word from kelly haha.

anws im so super darn tired because i rushed home from school
wolfed down a scone and veggie pie and a mug of tea
and immediately had tuition.
and i thought i was gg to faint.
and until NOW
i have not BATHED yet.

but school was absolutely FUNNN today
jer and i camwhored like crazy
and so we dragged in xinying and yanying
because we are all QIPAO pp.
YAYYS.

:D

and when my cam starts working i will post pics.

and kelsie and sylviane and i were bananas.
haha.
but i think we all look nice today.
yes including you kelly.

and i dint really get to talk to mengsie today.
i think i might be DRIFTING from her.
ohno.
i havent really talked to her for 10 000 years
and bird and her actually MOVED to the other side of the classroom.
which is an extremely smart thing to do.

ohwellls.
mengsie is still my best friend
and so is BAOHUI.
haha yayys.

and i am gonna get ipanemas and havaianas.
:D

and my cam and phone is STILL not working.
DARN.

oh btw did you realise today's date can be written as 20072007
cool right?

haha KELSIE I WILL POSE IN A LIAN WAY.
we have a deal.

2007-07-09T18:40:00.000-07:00

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're goneThe pieces of my heart are missing youWhen you're goneThe face I came to know is missing tooWhen you're goneAll the words I need to hear to always get me through the dayAnd make it okay.

ihateitwhenyouarenothere.

2007-07-09T16:47:00.000-07:00

haha okay i shall reply tags yayys!

MENGSIE: i had a fever on sat meng. haha but it was only 37.5 and i dint eat THAT much. i miss you mengsie. you and yr open space thing. BLEH.

kelsie: haha yes you DUMBDUMB KELLY. haha i cant believe i have to tell you in the end. and bio planning was horrible today!

Qi Xuan: haha yes i saw you today in the canteen you pig! haha i dint talk to you for so long too.

ohmy and my mom tried to make lemon honey for me cos i have a sorethroat. but it has no taste! haha.

oh and i was msging ming today and she is SO NICE so she is my best friend!
haha.

i realise i have alot of bestfriends!

baohui is my BESTFRIEND! and so is mengsie.
vicky is my BIRD.
gillian is CHOOPSIE!
and ojayy is my darling!

and ming has just joined the ranks sort of.
haha.

today is such a happy day!

ohmy i just spilt the lemon honey on myself.
sighs.

today would have been perfect if you were here.

2007-07-02T12:23:00.000-07:00

its youth day!

HAPPY YOUTH DAY EVERYONE!
yayyys.

jonk wished me the moment i came online. haha.
im not as happy as i thought i would be though.
OHWELLS>

and i shall go drink WATER>
bye!

2007-06-29T19:54:00.000-07:00

i just read mengsie's blog and now i miss her! X(
i feel like i dint talk to her for 10 000 years.
pfft.

oh sighs i shall put some pics up to make myself HAPPY.

2007-06-29T19:00:00.000-07:00

i havent updated in frikkin AGESSSSS/
but im happy cos i just found my ACUVUE card!
wheeeeeee!
however the tickets have all been claimmed!
SORRY MY DEAR>

oh i have to go eat dinner now haha.
such a brief post.
AS USUAL.

im just glad its YOUTH DAY ON MONDAY WHEEEE!

but i have to reach SCGS at 7.35am tmr!
and its a saturday!
madness.
grrrrr.

ohwells at least i get to see you tmr.
YAY. (:

2007-06-20T12:28:00.000-07:00

swing swing swing
from the tangles of my heart
is crushed by a former love.
can you help me find a way to carry on again?

i always rmb how much this song irritated me.
and its running through my head again.

and so i am left with tons of homework as usual.
and i have tuition in 2 and a half hours.
and i have not done the hw.

bravo.

i'll find someone new.

2007-06-12T17:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MENGSIE!

love always, SHANSIE!

2007-06-12T16:52:00.000-07:00

mr sng's wedding pix. mostly of CHOOPSIE SHANSIE AND MENGSIE. x)

2007-06-02T22:21:00.000-07:00

yayys! one wedding is over!
and i wore a BLACK dress instead.
but thats okay (:

thanks to joy for choosing my dress etc
AND going crazy over all my earrings.
haha.
SILLY JOY.

oh HELLO FATMAH!
haha, dint talk to you for so long!

i got a NINTENDO DS LITE FOR MY VERY LATE BIRTHDAY PRESENT!
haha.
I SHALL START PLAYING GAMES! :D

oh and i was walking at bugis or marina square?
and i saw the white dress i bought on DISPLAY!
x(

nonono.
thats embarrassing.

ohwells.
im so sleepy now.
but i have to send russell my UGLY pictures.
BLEH.

and my mom is nagging me AGAIN.
she should just

SHUT UP.

and leave me alone.

2007-05-28T13:25:00.000-07:00

hahaha!
i just read mengsie's blog again and i am so AMUSED.
she doesnt have a tagboard so i cant ever SAY anything!
darnn.

anws today is monday and i am at home!
i think i have flu again.
YUCK.

i must be healthy and not BINGE on junkfood.
now that training has stopped.

and and and
i needa get DOWN to studying!
x(

which i am extremely reluctant to.
and planning as well.

well i dont really have much plans for june hols yet
but i know its gonna be extremely busy as the days go by.
THERE IS ALWAYS NEVER ENOUGH TIME IN THE JUNE HOLS!

these are my plans so far: 1st June marina south
2nd June daniel's wedding ( DELETED! )
9th june mr sng's wedding
12 june MENGSIE'S birthday!
16 june OJAY LEE'S BIRTHDAY!

and there are other plans but they're not too confirmed so i shall not post them!
ohwells.

i guess i should go do my workkkk!

2007-05-25T21:03:00.000-07:00

hellooo!
i am blogging again yayys!
and i have put up the pictures we took at the macbeth play!
well the ones i took.
MENGSIE HAS SOMEMORE PICTURES!
in fact mengsie still needs to send me pictures from AGES AGO.

SHE IS NEVER ONLINE WHEN I AM :(

anws i love mengsie so much cos she always blogs abt ME :D
and she is SO SWEET AND WONDERFUL AND LOVELY.

hahaha.
im in such a MENGSIE mood cos i just read her blog and she blogged abt ME(:
but that was a few posts ago.
and i cant believe i wrote such stupid things in her book.
AND I THINK A POSTCARD WILL ROT 20 YEARS LATER.

and i cant believe i left my report book in school.
BUT YANYING HAS TAKEN IT FOR ME YAYYS!
and i realised that yanying doesnt tag my blog.
YANYING IF YOU ARE READING THIS YOU BETTER TAG ME NOW OKAY!
tskkkk.

OKAYS MY BRO IS BUGGING ME TO USE THE COM.
so NEXT TIME~!

2007-05-23T19:01:00.000-07:00

im so EXCITED!
i have found CHURCH BLOGS!
haha.

okay im just abit high now.

BUT IM ALSO IRRITATED COS I DONT FEEL LIKE WEARING JEANS ANYMORE TMR.
and also cos everyone thinks that im a IRRITATING PERSON WHO SPENDS SO MUCH MONEY and does NOT like what she BUYS.
sighs.

but im sick of telling my story AGAIN
so i shall just NOT CARE.

and i have so much homework today!
darn.

and i heard we're getting back report books tmr.
great.
im gonna have another long week of nagging from mommy dearest.

OHWELLS.

2007-05-22T11:22:00.000-07:00

i went shopping yesterday w my AUNT.
and i bought FOUR ITEMS!
:D

here they are!!

ONE white dress $119
ONE black levi's jeans $189
ONE levi's tee $49.90
ONE gold wedges $69.90

but i dont really like the dress and shoes though.
and the irony is that i was busy telling shahini how much i hate wedges and i bought them. ohwells.

btw this is not my money.
its my aunts.

IM JUST HAPPY I WAS OUT UNTIL 10plus on a MONDAY!
:D

yayys.

2007-05-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

sick.
i hate being sick.

it really sucks. ):
and im feeling so miserable!

i dont think i'll be going to school tmr.
AND I WANT TO!

oh and i still havent told my mom my results.
GREAT.

i wish my sorethroat will go away.
and my tastebuds will come back.
i dont get it.
why does God take away our tastebuds when we're sick and make us not wanna drink water and you're supposed to drink LOTS of it to get well.
SIGHS.

i hate the taste of water now.
and i hate my sorethroat!

and i hate having a fever.

istillwantmyskinnyjeans.

2007-05-11T06:03:00.001-07:00

i have the huge URGE to buy black skinny jeans.
all because taina mentioned it. UGH.

and anws im sick.
x(

i hate having flu.
the feeling in your throat.
and blowing your nose.
and everything.
bleh.

oh and this was the worst mid years ever.
i cant believe i got B4 for eng.
i have never NOT gotten an A for eng in my life!
x(

and the rest of my marks were too horrendous to mention.
obviously.
since i dint study.

well what can i say.
im just glad its
FRIDAY.

tgif.

2007-05-04T21:06:00.000-07:00

yayys the worst is over!
but i guess worse stuff is coming when i get my results.
but OHWELLS its just midyears.

i will study harder for the rest. x)
i will i will!

im having backaches from sitting at my desk for so long bleh.
and maybe my period is comingg..

all i wanna do now is shop lar but im gonna be broke if i buy too much stuff!

i was thinking of what i wanna buy during bio paperr.
blehh.

okays i shall link MENGSIE!
im so happy i can finally sleep.
gosh i ABSOLUTELY LurvEE EATING AND SLEEPING.

2007-04-30T20:38:00.000-07:00

Think of me
think of me fondly,
when we've said
goodbye.
Remember me
once in a while -
please promise me
you'll try.

When you find
that, once
again, you long
to take your heart back
and be free -
if you
ever find
a moment,
spare a thought
for me ...

We never said
our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging
as the sea -
but if
you can still
remember,
stop and think
of me ...

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been ...

Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and
resigned.

Imagine me,
trying too hard
to put you
from my mind.

Recall those days,
look back
on all those times,
think of the things
we'll never do -
there will
never be
a day, when
I won't think
of you ...

2007-04-20T20:18:00.000-07:00

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

You’re so fine
I want you mine
You’re so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You’re so addictive
Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious
And Hell Yeah
I’m the motherfucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right

She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about.

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don’t want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)

She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

In a second you’ll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There’s no other
So when's it gonna sink in?
She’s so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!

haha that song is stuck in my head!
its such a happy happy song yayys!
and i have another song stuck in my head.
its a powerpuff girls song and i shall put the lyrics up NEXT TIME!

yayys sports day is over and i am sunburnt.
and i dint even realise.
i ate seoul garden today!
but i still like yuki yaki betterr.
ohwells we shall go there next timee!

but im glad it was a fun sports day!
i guess its cos yr sec4 and yr forced to cheer.
and im glad ole made it through to second!
yayys.

we took pictures in seoul and i shall get it fr mengsie and put it up!
I LIKE BAOHUI'S ORANGE HAIRBAND!
its winnie the pooh but it looks like ladybugs!

and i shall start studying soon.
YES I WILL!

2007-04-19T21:01:00.000-07:00

YAY i am finally back online!
gosh i dint update in ages.

lalallaa.
and i shall link pp.

tmr is sports day.
and im quite freaked for 4x100m.

i dont like being the last runner. )X

oh and exams are so near and i havent started!
at least trng has stopped for now so i can finally get down to studying.

im EXCITED abt SEOUL garden :D
i will sit w MENGSIE.
yay

im thinking of baohui now.
and how she was complaining that she told sng so many times that she's korean
and he forgot.

I SHALL TALK TO BAOHUI TMR>

and mommy dint come to school today!
I HOPE I SEE HER TMR.

okay i dont feel like updating anymore so.
BYE!

2007-03-30T21:50:00.000-07:00

hellos!
i am backkk!

and i am uploading PHOTOS like finally.
YAYYS.
smiles.

but they are taking so long to load and its driving me crazyyy.
i miss YANYING!
she is my NEW partner yayys!
and she lent me a NICE book!

but i miss mengsie
and KATHLEEEN!
i hadrecess with MENG today!
YAYYS!
and mommy yinxue bought me COTTON CANDY!
i love mommy. :D

im so sleepy now all of a sudden.
but im happy sleepy.
BECAUSE I HAVE PHOTOS!
:D

and tmr is SAT
but we have to be in school bright and EARLY.
darn.

OHWELLS.

oh and it is JOY'S BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LONGEST FRIEND!
i love you loads my dear!
*HUGS*

2007-03-17T22:40:00.000-07:00

i feel like switching to XANGAAA now that ive viewed xanga bloggs.
darnn.
i shall think of how much i hated xanga in the first placeee and thats why i switched to blogger right>>
gosh.
but what if they have IMPROVEDDD.

nono.
I LOVE BLOGGER/wheeeeeeeee!

and tmr is sunday and wonderful shan has SO MUCH homework lefttt.
greaaat.

and i havent studied for chem
and i am getting freakked out by eva lim wan hui
who has finished her hw ten thousand years ago
and was studying chem during trng
like wth.

i love chem
i do i do.
lalalallaa.

OH SIGHS.
i need more TIMEEEEEEE.

and where is mengsie when i am online?
DARN.

2007-03-15T22:16:00.000-07:00

heyyyy!

i havent blogged for so long.

and i see i have tags haha.

okay i shall reply them.

MENGSIE: yes meng i miss you too! you must send me the gazillion pics we took! and i still cant believe you took so many pics of kathleen and i erm walking. TSK.

KATHLEEEEN: haha miss you too kathleen. and you changed places w yuting just because kelly asked you too! SO MEAN SO MEAN SO MEAN. hmph. SO HURT. lalalala. I WANT THE PICTUREES!

asdlkn: haha thanks my dear. i will be happy!! and put HAPPY POSTS! and you are not a spider dont worry. LOVELOADS!

okays and i have not done any homework. sighs. so much to do. so little timeeee! pfft. shall go off now and post again when i have PICTURES. YAY.

2007-03-06T21:51:00.000-08:00

i still cant believe you cut me off like that.
gosh.
so much time. and it all amounted to nothing.

i was so wrong about you.

and i thought they were wrong.

clever shan.
you were right again.
yayys.

and wth im in such a neutral mood again.
and ive got this song that YOU let me listen to stuck in my head.
WHICH I DONT WANT.

rarrrh.

I CANT BELIEVE YOU.

andandand.
YOU dont even know im talking abt YOU.

so irritated.

im not missing you anymore.

2007-03-03T15:32:00.000-08:00

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okays the cny pics are FINALLY UP OKAY!
sorry they were so later larr.
i was BUSY!

so go and cope it.

SEEYOUGUYSSOONOKAY?

nic we are supp to go studyyyyy!

2007-02-16T11:55:00.000-08:00

yayys our performance went well!
thank God!

and kathleen is so cuteee!
x)

im kinda sleepy now.
cos i just ate chocolate and marshmallows and a banana.

so i think i will go sleeep!
and im going out w daddy later.

we are going SHOPPING.
finally.

im EXCITED ABT CNY!

2007-02-15T21:42:00.000-08:00

VDAY HAS COME AND GONE!

and guess what i did!
I HAD TRAINING YAYYS.
haha.

but i had lots of PRESENTS!

I SHALL PUT THEM UP!!!!

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2007-02-09T20:48:00.000-08:00

"No More Sad Songs"

This is the way,
That i state my independence,
That i'm no longer connected to your memory.
This is the day that i'm making
my defection, gotta claim back the affection that you stole from me.
I used to hear your music so loud
But its so low.
You're just another face in the crowd,
I'm letting you know.

No more sad songs,
I'm letting you go now,
Switched off switched on,
I'm letting you know, you turned out the light.
I'm gonna be alright when I...
turn the radio on.
No more sad songs.

These are the words to describe all your offences.
You said love in the past tense and then you let it go.
Haven't you heard,
You are no longer respected, you are formally rejected from the one you hurt.
I used to have the longing to hear
what was in your heart,
But now it seems i'm over the fear of this falling apart.

and this.
is for you.

2007-02-09T20:23:00.000-08:00

im currently v tired.
and i have a slight headache.

and i dont know why you are crying!
im sorry.
x(

sighhs.
oh and i was sad for a little while today.

thanks to:
joy
meng
kathleen
sharon
natalie
celeste
eva
taina
kelly
and i cant rmb who!
for an wei-ing me!
cos i dint see who was there.
sorry if i missed out anyone!

i love you guys.

thanks for your milk too meng.
although that sounds so wrong.
loveyouloads!

im so happy im seeing 4C tmr!
YAY!
we will have a fun flag day.
and i miss meng and kathleen!

lovelovelove!

and you.
i dont understand you at all.
sighs.
why have we become like this.

OH!
and SHIANGS was here today!
and she gave me chocolate!
I MISS SHIANG NEE!

2007-02-07T20:04:00.000-08:00

HELLOS!

i am in such a good mood now cos trng is OVER!
yay!
i am ALWAYS happy when trng is over.

i am so tired today larr gosh.
all cos i slept so lil and tried (vainly) to study in the morn at 4am.
and cos of that i was falling asleep during emath.
and dear kathleen was like what are you doing!
AND REFUSED TO EXPLAIN TO ME!
AND SCOLDED ME FOR SLEEEPING!
my partner is so mean lar.
x(

HMPHS.

but i am HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

and i still havent done choopsie's present.
I WILL DO IT SOON!

ohoh!
today is my dad and hannah's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
although they wont be reading this.
haha.

I AM GOING OFF!
byebyebye!

OH!
i wanna say that i like the DOVE advertisement!
I LIKE THE GIRLS SINGING THE TRUE COLOURS SONG!
YAY.

2007-02-04T21:04:00.000-08:00

hands that hold the heavens.
hold my heart tonight.

love that pierces through the darkness
heal my broken soul.

cosyouaremyhidingplace.

i need you, Jesus.

five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes.
how much of that did i spend with You?

im sorry.
im sorry.
im sorry.

spiritual breakthrough--

help me.

2007-02-03T15:22:00.000-08:00

it is SATURDAY!
yayys.
and i just spent the whole morning sewing.
and crocheting.
is there such a word?

IM ALWAYS HAPPY ON SATURDAYS!
although i do feel sian going to city harvest with my mommy this evening.
rarh.
i think i'd rather go for ypm!

and joy is sick!
GET WELL SOON JOY!

i am going to BATHE now.
because my mom is nagging me.
BYEBYEBYE!

2007-01-25T14:58:00.000-08:00

I'll stop the world and melt with you
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you.

sometimes crying makes you feel better.
did you know that?
we all know that.

im running running running.
but im getting nowhere.

my post is gonna be random today.

im not hungry.

but i think i wouldnt mind mushrooms.
i forgot to eat my chips.

i need to lose FATS.
my stomach!
x(

cant we do ab exercises instead of run.
sighs.

i think i will eat my chips later.

its time to say goodbye, i know your eyes will never lie.

2007-01-21T19:03:00.000-08:00

Don't take too long to say
I love you to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away

And out on the clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard to say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Turn away to say goodbye
With each and every word that passes by
Like a distant memory

And time keeps slipping away
And time will turn to grey
And time will be the one who holds you down

And the words that seem so hard to say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong

im going crazy
im going crazy
im going crazy

i think i just might cry.
sighs.

i hope portobello mushrooms will cheer me up.

2007-01-20T11:16:00.000-08:00

A mean reply, so I scream
Another fight about nothing at all
And then we cry and forgive
Promising that we will never fall again

I know this much is true//.

Hey
Stay with me
As I'm getting naked
Stripped down to the bone

Hey
I'm afraid
This could get ugly
And I might leave here alone

This is not a mistake
It's the dawn of a new day
Anything goes from now

This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be the end of me

Hey
Talk to me
Don't play me with your silence
Whisper it in my mouth

Cause this is not about hate
It's the start of a new wave
Anything goes from now

Hey
Stay with me

This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be
It's the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be
The end of me

becauseimissyou*

2007-01-16T19:26:00.000-08:00

i promised to put up pics so here they are!

im sorry if i left anyone out!
it was kind of a last minute thing.
smiles.

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2007-01-08T20:36:00.000-08:00

okays its sort of like the first day of school for me.
cos of the course last week.

and yayys i survived!
i even survived training which almost killed me!
haha.
super tired though.

oh we had health check up today!
and while we were waiting i was reading books w meng and gillian.
oh i miss them.
x(

but nvm.
kathleen is amusing.
haha.

oh and i got so many presents!
yayys!
i shall put pics of them up soon k?

and thanks so much to CEL TAI EVA and SUUZ!
for the HUGE teddy bear!
and for waiting super long for me
to come down so you can surprise me
and attempt to cheer for me.
haha.
ILOVEYOUGUYS.

alrights no mood to blog le.
still needa do work.
so NEXT TIME!
byeee.

2007-01-08T04:28:00.000-08:00

I'll protect you, don't be scared
No matter what, I will be there
I'll be gentle, I'll be lightT
hese are the words you whispered in the night

Here I am
Here I am

Now I'm standing in the cold
(Everything is said and done)
Atomic winter in my soul
(From the absence of the sun)
The only remedy I know
Is I gotta let you go

Here I am
Here I am

But where were you when I was scared
A broken promise left me here
A post-it note is what I've got
It says: "I'm sorry, but I know you're not"
So Here I am

Here I am
Here I am

There will come a day when all of this is in my past
And there will come a day when you're out of my head at last
I'm trying not to fall
Damn it's such a long way down

But here I am
And Now I'm standing in the cold
Everything is said and done
From the absence of the sun
The only remedy I know
Is I gotta let you go

Here I am
Here I am

2007-01-07T21:45:00.000-08:00

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY YAYYS!

haha but actually i dont get excited over my birthday.
it seems like any other day to me.

but thanks so much to everyone who wished me!
i think i got 30 smses? YAYYS!
i love you guys so much!

esp those who like msged me in the first few min of my birthday.
mainly oj lee, joy, jessie, turtle and ems! yayyys!
THANK YOU THANK YOU!

thanks to ernest who always rmbs my birthday.
smiles.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUR MOM!

and thanks so much for the presents!
:DD

you know what.
this year is the first year i dint have cake!
haha. but i dont like the candle blowing thing and everything.
its too drama for me.
x)

anws thanks alot again to everyone!
ITS REALLY APPRECIATED!
you made my day!
yayyys!

this love has taken its toll on me.
she said goodbye
too many times before.

her heart is breaking in front of me.
and i have no choice
cos i wont say goodbye anymore.

can i have you for my birthday?

2007-01-02T09:34:00.000-08:00

i am done tying my tie!
yayyys.

and i am done with homework!
well sort of. cos im not planning to do alot of it.
:D

but isadora dint receive my letter!
OHNO THAT IS VERY IMPORTANT LARRR.
cant stand it.
and i am sleeeepy.
i think i shall go sleep soon.

and like sylviane is playing maple now.
HUH.

IM SO HAPPY IM MISSING THREE DAYS OF SCHOOL FOR A WORKSHOP.

yayys.
i think this week is gonna pass super fast.
THAT IS GOOD!

and all of those memories so close to me.
just fade away.
all this time you were pretending.
somuchformyhappyending.

2006-12-31T00:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! HAPPY NEW YEAR! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

yayyys! its 2007!
and school is gonna open on wednesday.
and i havent finished my hw!
darnn.

i am getting abit sleepy.
haha dint manage to sleep much last night.
ohwells.

SO MANY PEOPLE'S CHEERING DOWNSTAIRS!

i am so HAPPY joy is back!
yayys.

JOY BENJAMIN MISSED YOU SO MUCH!
and the camp video was so funny.
I WILL TELL YOU ABT IT SOON OKAY!

okays i wanna go off.
BYE PEOPLE!

2006-12-27T19:19:00.001-08:00

goodness.
i have something to declare.
I THINK I CAN COOK!
YAYYYS!!!
:DDD

i just made a successful stuffed portobello mushroom
YAY YAY YAY!
and i just chapalanged it!
OH GOSH.
i am so PRO!
YAYYYS!!!!!!

as you can tell.
i am very excited now.
I ATE UP THE WHOLE MUSHROOM!

yes i am a mushroom addict.
I AM I AM!

BYEBYE!

2006-12-27T19:19:00.000-08:00

2006-12-26T18:25:00.000-08:00

There's a game you wanna play
There's a risk you would like to take
But words can't change what you feel inside
There'll be no going back from here
I'm scared it'll lead to tears
Patience, boy, and I will decide
If your kiss is sweet enough
If I wanna feel your touch
You should know
I can read your mind
If the deal is worth the pain
If you just won't die of shame
I am tempted to try.

2006-12-26T18:12:00.000-08:00

THOUGHTS IN SHANMEI'S HEAD RIGHT NOW:

1) i need new skates. i need new skates. i need new skates!
2) i miss JOY! x(
3) venice, my mind is filled w VENICE from ss. argh. maybe i should go there for my honeymoon. which will be like years later. and i prob will not want to go to venice anymore. diaos.
4) im cold. i want to wear my jacket but i dont know where it is!
5) i have trng tmr.
6) i want to get rid of my flu. and sleepiness.
7) i want to drink SOUP.
8) i want to go OUT!
9) DEATHNOTE DEATHNOTE DEATHNOTE!
10) i need to get rid of homework.

11) I FEEL LIKE PAINTING.

christmas!

2006-12-25T14:29:00.000-08:00

its christmas day!
yayys!
i dint count how many presents i have though.
haha.

BUT I WAS SO HAPPY WITH THE PRESENTS I RECEIVED!
yayys.
and i am going skating later.
haha what a way to celebrate christmas.

but since all the family dinners are over
i guess its fine.

IM HAPPY TODAY!
:D

2006-12-23T13:35:00.000-08:00

hellos!
I AM SO SO SO SO FREEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
why?
cos my diagnostic tests are OVER!
OVER MENG OVER!
hahahhaa.
YAYYYYS

i feel so qing song know.
although i havent done hw.
darn.

but right.
im so confident of failing.
sighs.

anws.
please dont watch curse of the golden flower because there is zero plot.
but the costumes and everything is nice lar.
but you might get distracted by the boobs.
cos its really throw in your face kind.
so yucks.
dont like.

i dont feel like typing anymore!

JOY ARE YOU COMING BACK.
i miss you okays.
j pan did too.
haha he was like so sad joy isnt here.

anws.
IM GOING OFF>
byeybye!

2006-12-19T03:08:00.001-08:00

im back im back!
im so stressed can.
i seriously havent studied.
somebody tell me i wont needa drop no matter how badly i failed them.
cries.

i wanna watch COGF!
but stupid joy is going AWAY.
TSK.

ohwells.
lets hope i can watch it before the benji party.
and i needa get a pink shirt.
for SOMEBODY.
great.
can we not wear all white pls?
can i wanna come in sch u!
x(

anws.
I AM HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
for no reason at all! yayys.

my dear manda.
why are you sad w pp in my church?
hmm?
dont be sad.
*HUGS*
loveyaloads!

2006-12-12T17:08:00.000-08:00

my dear shan.
dont cry.
its alright.
i'll always be here.

i just wanna say i miss you.
will you come back?

DEE.

2006-12-12T16:33:00.000-08:00

i am going for CHURCH camp tmr!
but like so tired can.
sighs.

and i havent packed.
and havent done any homework.
and havent studied.
and havent planned any games.

great.
ohwells.
im feeling kinda happy now for some weird reason.
haha.
okays.

i will be back on the 16th! yayys.
SEE YOU.

2006-12-11T21:09:00.000-08:00

Again I heard from a friend today
And she said you were in town
Suddenly the memories came back to me in my Mind

How can I be strong
I've asked myself
Time and time
I've said
That I'll never fall in love with you again

A wounded heart you gave
My soul you took away
Good intentions you had many
I know you did I come from a place that hurts

And God knows how I've cried
And I never want to return never fall again
Making love to you
Oh it felt so good and
Oh so right

So here we are alone again'
Didn't think it'd come to this
And to know it all began
With just a little kiss

I've come too close to happiness
To have it swept away
Don't think I can take the pain
No never fall again

Kinda late in the game and my heart is in
Your hands
Don't you stand there and then
Tell me you love
Me then leave again
Cause I'm falling in love with
You again

Hold me
Hold me
Don't ever let me go

Say it just one time
Say you love me
God knows I do
Love you Again

2006-12-10T22:37:00.000-08:00

IM BACK FROM CHALET!
but i wasnt really there on the 2nd day though.
which is like today.
lucky cheryl found me.
haha. she has good eyesight!
yayys.
then we had to wait for the rest to call us.
which took forever.
but its alright.
THEN WE WENT TO EAT DINNER.
i had craving for laksa but SICK so cant eat.
GREAT.
anws.
I AM GOING OFF NOW.
we still have trng tmr.
DARN.

2006-12-07T05:24:00.001-08:00

i miss you
i miss you
i miss YOU.

do you know that?
i m i s s y o u .

ALOT.

2006-12-04T07:04:00.001-08:00

im sorry larrrr.
i know i have been MIA for very LONG.
butbut i havent been online!

IM BUSY!
haha.

okay okay im updating now so you guys should be happy okay?
YAYYS.

anws.
YOU KNOW I HAVENT DONE HOMEWORK YET AND I THINK THE WHOLE WORLD HAS DONE ALMOST ALL OF IT.
cries.
I NEED IZ TO DO MY CHINESE LIKE LAST YEAR.
okay fine not exactly do.
but.
OHWELLS.

okay i shall reply TAGS.

MENG: hi my dear! I MISS YOU LOADS TOO OKAYS! tskkk. why must you always go AWAY! dont like! hurry come back. HAVE YOU DONE HW YET! my gosh. WE'RE FRIKKIN DEAD.

YUTING: i want to tell you sth. WAXING ISNT GOOD OKAYS. rarh. okay TELL ME WHICH BRAND YOU USE. and yr always slow larr. yr only good ACADEMICALLY. okay dont get pissed please. YOU KNOW I LURVE YA LOADS. haha.

KATHLEEN: i know. you dont know how frikkin stressed i am. it haunts me everyday.

TAINA: hi tai! yr coming back soon! yayys! haha, see you!

ELLE: im updating now lar AIYOS. and i wrote you a letter but you dint come for EMATH. ohwells. SHITBANGS SHITBANGS. haha.

NURIN: hellos! yes i'll try and rmb to link you. i needa link ALOT of pp! sorry!

ALEX: I SAW SHI HUA ON SUNDAY YOU KNOW. haha. okay okay will go read yr blog when im done updating.

SYAHIDAH: HELLOOOOOS SYAHIDAH!!!!! haha.

YUSIN: hi my dear. LOVE YA LOADS.

okay im done.
YAYYYS.
now i needa go back to msn.
IM BEING FLOOODED.

2006-11-18T09:49:00.000-08:00

Create Your Own

i went to marina square AGAIN ytd!
i think weiyi must think i love marina square man.
seriously.

butbutbut
I SAW HIM!
haha so happy YAYYYYS.
ice cream rocks.
EVERYONE SHOULD EAT ICE CREAM AT MARINA SQUARE.
i forgot the name of the shop though.
blehhhs.

anws.
NOELLE AND I TOOK TONS OF PICS
as you can see here.
i dint put all of them.
some too lame le.

OHOHOH
and we went to eat yuki yaki BUFFET!
which is SO SO SO nice.
my gosh.
ate so much again.
haha elle if yr reading this
IM NOT FAT
yayys.
(i shall be nice to you and love you today cos im in a GOOD mood! arent you happy elle?)

anws.
i ate and ate and ate.
and the buffet rocks.
dint get to eat the ice cream buffet though.
I SHALL EAT IT NEXT TIME!
yayyys!
haha
food gets me high man.

OKAYS today is ZARA's BIRTHDAY!
happy happy birthday zara!
dont think she'll be reading this though.
OHWELLS!

okays im too lazy to type le.
shall end here!

2006-11-09T22:27:00.000-08:00

to you.

why do you always have to do this to me.
what the hell is your problem.
for goodness sake.
ihateyou.

to you.
im sorry.
thanks for always being there.
i love you loads and loads and loads.
*hugs*
takkaire my dear.
hurry be alright.
it hurts when yr sick.

over and out.

2006-11-08T16:56:00.000-08:00

annoyed
annoyed
annoyed
annoyed
annoyed
annoyed
annoyed
annoyed
annoyed

ANNOYED.

2006-11-01T16:26:00.000-08:00

i got over TRAINING!
yayys!
and it is like finally raining here.
it was raining at potong pasir at like 2pm.

and eva brought me to eat tau huay finally yayys!
and it was good good good!
except that she was being gross and poured soya bean milk into it.
YUCKS.
and cel was a super date again yayys.
oh and ain was a nice snr to bring umbrellas for us.
THANKS AIN!

andandand im so excited to go to the lib tmr w SABS yayys!
MISSYOUSABS!
and im super happy abt the fact that yr coming HERE!
instead of me going THERE!
haha YAYYS.

2006-10-28T15:13:00.000-07:00

yayys im back!!
okays we went to the national library ytd.
with: meng
gillian
kathleen
kelly
anabella
xinying
jiang

so fun so fun.
and the aglio olio spaghetti in swensons is super good.
and super hua suan too cos you get soup and SUPER NICE DESSERT with it!

oh yes and i have something to declare.
i think xinying looks v nu ren wei ytd w her hair down.
my gosh she and jiang looked like a couple
I CANT STAND IT.
rarh.

and kathleen is super cute.
yes i really did miss you okays!
well i do miss you now.
the prev post WAS sarcastic.
haha.

MENG I MISS YOU TOO.
i want my jacket yesyes!
LOVEYOUMENG!

2006-10-26T17:46:00.000-07:00

its the last day of school.
and i just woke up.

waliao i cant stand it that my back hurts so much.
x(

ohwells.
today's life has lots of quotes!
regarding the wheelchairbound man and his happy family.
SO SWEET PLEASE.
goodness.
cant be bothered to take the newspaper and type the quotes though.

and i have trng tmr.
which i dont think im gg again.
sighs.
HOWHOWHOW.
MR SEEM IS ALR SO DISAPPOINTED IN US.
i feel so baddd.

and im pissed with you.
whatever.

2006-10-23T16:34:00.000-07:00

i shall reply tags!

CEL YEO
my dearest partner. for almost everything.
haha yayys! YOU FLOODED ME! THANK YOU SO MUCH!

yuting!
yes my rockclimbing was fun!
although i was tired. sunmeng is a GOOD BELAYER!
yayys!
oh btw, thanks for the chocolate which my boyfriend gave me! haha.

BOBDY!
hellos! hellos! yes im enjoying it loads. i miss you loads more though! i hope yr doing great too. MISSYOUBOBD.

JESSICA(MRSTAN)
whatever man, dont deny that you were LOOKING AND SMILING AT HIM.
see meng agrees w me.
AND YOU OWE ME BUBBLE TEA OKAYS
for being such a good anchorman.
YAYYS.

SHIANG NEE!
yayys i am so sweet! haha. i climbed it for you for you! so its okay you werent there.
you were in my HEART.
haha gosh this is so rou ma.
IMISSYOULOADSTOO!

MENGIE
YES I DID! thanks so much for being my belayer. haha yayys. ILOVEMENG.
although she tried to trick me today.
TSKK YOU.

YUSIN!
yayys! i did i did! haha i miss you my dear. TAKKAIRE OKAYS! yr always so busy! i dont care you owe me another hug. x)

KONG
yes my dear kathleen, i missed you SO FRIKKIN MUCH.

okays im done!
IM GONNA EAT BLUEBERRY PIE NOW!
and i needa do chinese.
SIGHS.

LATER PEOPLE!
oh. AND CHERYL FINALLY GOT MSN!
YAYYYYS!!!!!!!

2006-10-15T19:30:00.000-07:00

we're SOARING
FLYING

there's not a star in heaven that we cant reach!
if we're trying, THEN WE'RE BREAKING FREE!

haha this is stuck in my head.
ever since i saw it in best denki
and i saw nic and noelle in harvey norman yayys!
haha.

ohmans school is starting tmr.
so fast.
actually not really lar.
i had quite a good week yayys.

ohh mans.
but results.
SHIET lar.
for the first time in my life im really confident abt failing.
I HAVE NEVER FAILED END OF YEARS PLEASE!
cries.
howhowhowhowhow.
sigh.

I MUST STUDY HARD FROM NOW ON.
yesyes.
JIAYOU TO ME!

im feeling not too happy all of a sudden.
cos i just heard of my mom's disappointment and stuff.
but!

IKNOWYOULOVEME.

smiles.
thats all that matters.

2006-10-11T17:52:00.000-07:00

be my singing lesson.
be my song.
when i tell you im falling.
tell me im strong.
-patty griffin

okays.
i went for a massage today.
gosh cos its free.
hahaha.
but i dint like taking off my clothes!
sonotnice.
ugh.

but it was quite shuang though yayys.
I AM GOING OUT FOR DINNER WITH SANDY NOW.

and i am still irritated w someone.
pfft.
THANKS FOR RUSHING TO THE COM TO PEI ME SABS.
and watch sad videos.
and listen to sad songs.
although we dont know what the hell we're listening to.
hahaha.

IM GOING OFF.
byebye!

2006-10-09T23:53:00.000-07:00

ohmans.
im so bored at home!

IMISSMENGSOMUCHSOMUCHPLEASE!

oh jiang just got online!
I SHALL ASK HER CALL PP GO OUT.

although im supp to go lib though.
hhahaha.
BUT JOY IS LIKE AT PP!
wth.

nvms
I SHALL GO LIB FIRST THEN GO OUT!

2006-10-08T21:06:00.000-07:00

okays i am putting more pics.
arent you happy pp?

cos my cousin bugged me to post regarding dinner.
SHE HAS THE SAME PICTURES.
basically it was a buffet.
and i ate until i had stomach ache headache

which is so me.
and we were in a lame mood so we took lame pics.

there you go.

2006-10-06T09:00:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER YAYYS!
look at the pics me xinying yanying and vicky took.
COURTESY OF KELLY!

then
GILLIAN
JIANG
KATHLEEN
XINYING
JESSIE
SLYVIANE
JERALYN
YANYING

YUTING

and ME

went to eat pepper lunch at dhoby express yayys!

haha.

then i had to go home cos got dinner in the evening

and they went to watch a movie!

OHMANS.

iamconfirmedfailingMINIMUMfoursubjects.

namely: EMATH

AMATH

CHEM

BIO

so dead can.

SIGHS.

but ohwells!

ITS OVER!!!

I AM GONNA CELEBRATE!

mengs i missed you so much today!

2006-09-27T17:18:00.000-07:00

YAYYS!
chinese is over man!

wheeeeeeeeeeeee!

although i think i must have failed it.
i bet i got 0/10 for my zong he tian kong again lar.
sighh.
i did it in 3min.
and its all tikam de.

and summary!
ohmanns.
varruna was so amused by my speedwriting.
I DID IT IN 5MIN!

IM GONNA WATCH THE SAD VIDEOS THAT KELLY AND XINYING AS ME TO WATCH!
haha.
YAYYS!

2006-09-20T18:18:00.000-07:00

You give and take away.

because i stopped loving you a long time ago.

2006-09-17T22:35:00.000-07:00

i nearly died today at seoul garden.

let me tell you why.

TODAY AT SEOUL GARDEN, SHANMEI ATE

6 servings of chicken and beef. (cos her mom refused to eat it)
lots of nice green veggies like XIAO BAI CAI!
some of the usual fishcake and stuff.
a plate of fries
a plate of keropok
3 fried wanton
one samosa
more servings of beef and chicken
3 prawns.
maggi mee
spinach mee
beehoon
sotong
watermelon approximately 8 slices
half a dragon fruit
one bowl of ice-kachang
one bowl of soup
with more xiao bai cai and doumiao
and toufu
and more beef and chicken

and here is the highlight of the day

sixscoopsoficecream.

then i ate 2 more prawns.

and i nearly puked it all out.

I CANNOT BELIEVE I ATE ALL THAT.

congratulate me people.

thanks.

2006-09-13T21:29:00.000-07:00

I AM BACK ONLINE!
since like dunno how long pleasee.

YAYYYS!
hahaha.

BUT I LOST ALL MY PICS CAN!
cant stand it.
SIGHHHH.

but its okay!
IM HAPPY!

2006-09-11T20:07:00.000-07:00

hey people!
im finally back on the internet man.

goshh.
my stupid com was spoilt for how long lar.
its good to be on!

not in a gd mood now though.
sighh.

and there's an emath test tmr.

great

2006-08-08T21:01:00.000-07:00

i see heaven before me.
angels passing around me.

lift up your eyes all of heaven in worship*

TIMECHECK:8:55p.m

i am HAPPY TODAY!
haha.
i think we saw so many people in town today larr.

and me and cel dint manage to officially have a date cos suuz and taina were there.
sigh.
i think we dated for 15min?
diao.
BUT WE DID HAVE A NICE VIDEO!
yayys!
hahaha.

HEY YOU!
thanks for the flowers!!
i love them.
x)
and thanks for dinner too.
dont think i dint know you were upset k.
like you said.
i cant read you like a book.
winks.
takkaire my dear!
IM ALWAYS HERE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY AGAIN!

i conclude that its sleepover day today!
besides the one at isadora's house.
THERE IS ALSO A JUMPERS ONE!
at cel's house!
ohman.
wish i was there.
but ohwells.

I HAD A GREAT TIME TODAY ANWS!

i think lake house was sad.
albeit abit boring.

i need to do my tuition hw now!
I HAVE TUITION TMR AT 9AM!

You're my feet when i cant move on.

2006-08-07T20:33:00.000-07:00

yayys!
i am back again!

and i can see that sunmeng misses me.

not to forget darling yusin.
sorry lar.
SYLVIANE TOOK OVER ME!
remind me to ask her okay?
yesyes!
i loved the hug!
thanks alot!
i miss you know?
will def takkaire de.
LOVE YOU LOADS AND LOADS!

and meng.
gosh.
HOW CAN YOU WRITE SUCH STUFF ON MY TAGBOARD.
but nvm.
i know you love me man.
i know you die on weekends
and come back to life on weekdays.

OH AND YOU LIKE ME TOUCHING YOU.
x)

okay i know thats wrong.

lalalla.

huiyi!
aha.
thanks for tagging!
but i think im more ego than you and meng!
haha.

my dear sabs!
thanks so much for the soup.
it was SERIOUSLY nice.
and it made my day.
AND I LIKE THE PASTA
im so touched.
you were late and you still made it!
YAYYS!
i forgive you for pang seh-ing me ytd/
but i wasnt even pissed.
hahaha.
THANKS AGAIN!

and i still think christabel's jealous.
but heck her.

ohman.
i miss you know?
IM SO GLAD YR NOT GOING AWAY!
yayys!
i just wish people wont get the wrong idea.

anws.
TMR IS NATIONAL DAY!
well. eve.
and my polo shirt is too small.
but what the heck.

BYE PEOPLE!

2006-07-30T20:22:00.000-07:00

ohmy.
i want to put up rhd photos!
on rhd i put like a dozen.
but the wonderful internet explorer shut down on me.

i was so mad.

i shall put it up soon!
i cant put it up now cos im not using my com.
so sad.

ohwells.
i've been in a good mood lately!
and seeing yusin's tags have made me HIGHER!
hahaa.

i shall be going for the planet shaker's concert!
its 4bucks per ticket.
MUST GO OKAY?

i miss you!
how?
sigh.
i shall go msg you now!
yayyys!!!!

2006-07-27T06:22:00.000-07:00

i cant believe it was all a lie.
was i really that blinded.
or just so easily charmed.

i must have been stupid.

im really sorry.
for making so many people upset the past year.

christabel!
thanks so much for being there.
and listen to me TALK AND TALK AND TALK.
sigh.
i guess it wont ever be the same.

ever.

2006-07-14T16:16:00.000-07:00

that does it man.
i hate you.
i really do.

although i'll prob stop after awhile.
cos like what you said,
its tiring.

and i will not waste my effort on this.

oh meng.
i miss you so much.
yr tag is so cute.
*hugsyou*
thanks so much.
i love you loads!
and loads
and loads
and loads!

haha.
i cant wait to see you on monday! YAY!
I WILL HUG YOU!
i will i will!

did you know that my sky was grey today?
BECAUSE YOU WERENT HERE!
haiyos.

WO DE TIAN KONG JIN TIAN YOU DIAN HUI!
dong ma?

im missing lots of people now actually.
haix.

I REALLY CANT STAND BADMINTON CAN.
stupid trials.
and training.

SAB can you please msg me after yr trng.
I FEEL LIKE TALKING TO YOU.
i am upset.

you know what.
i shall go msg you now.
no wait.
i shall msg meng.

yesyes.
BYE ALL.

2006-07-13T03:35:00.000-07:00

oh today was a horrible day.
it started quite nicely in the morning.

BUT THEN I GOT THE MSG THAT SUNMENG WASNT COMING!
i tell you i was CRUSHED.
meng.
are you reading this.
I WAS CRUSHED.

and i was so upset.
cos then i will be frikkin BORED .
and i cannot copy the TA!
and RHD!

but in the end got sth on.
so couldnt make it.
HENG.

but i think it ended quite nicely.
because.
I WENT TO EAT LUNCH WITH VICK.
but she EATS SO slowly.
goodness.

AND WE RAN RAN RAN for the bus!

AND WE MADE IT!!!
yayyys!!!

haha.

oh. i am happy now.
because there is no hw.
i think.

i dont care anymore.
i really dont.

2006-07-08T12:26:00.000-07:00

it is saturday!
and i need to sai.
haiyos.

BUT IM SO LAZY TO GO TO THE TOILET!

im so glad i managed to go out ytd.
i was getting seriously irritated and upset.

so it was me gillian pat meng and jiang.

and we met.
jeralyn and xin ying.

how nice!

I LOVE EATING.
i do.
I BOUGHT LAYS!
YAYYYYS!

when will i see you again.
imissyou.

2006-07-06T18:10:00.000-07:00

Are you gonna fight for me?
Die for me?
Live and breathe for me?
Do you care for me?
'Cause if you don't then just leave

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why are you still standin' here?
Just walk away
just leave.

school's ending early tmr.
YAY.
i want to eat subway!
please meng?
please gillian?

if you guys are going to eat sushi i will DAPAO from subway okay.

im so tired.

2006-07-02T23:00:00.000-07:00

HELLOS MY DEARS!
i am getting super high now!
in fact i am alr high.
although it is 22:47
haha.

anws.
I HAVE JUST RELINKED MY DEAR BOBD.
MY DEAR BOBD!
i miss you!
smiles.

i want to say something.
something very VERY exciting!

I WATCHED CARDCAPTOR SAKURA TODAY!
although i only watched one disc.
ahahaha.
cos i wanted to complete tuition hw.
so im watching the other one tmr.
its the MOVIE btw.
my goodness.
THANKS TO KELLY!

i shall reply tags!

madeline! its okay my dear. BUT YOU MUST CONTINUE PRAYING K? i shall talk to you soon. cos God has been speaking to me abt you.

JOY! haha. YESYESYES! my comics are dusty too! but i just lent THREE of them to vicki! haha. she likes it!!

elle!! my dear elle. thanks so much. just that i have no time to watch it now. will watch it soon k? love ya!

bobd. yesyes! YOU MUST LIKE IT TOO BOBD! esp the jap. haha.

TAINA! hahaha! really! ohmy. i cant rmb the chocolate danish part know? but i rmb the cip. hahaha. PIRATES IS COMING UP! call me if yr gg to watch it k? :D

kathleen kong! hahaha. because that time you were squatting down looking at the doll. and i was so amused with yr "i dunno how to give her leh" so since it reminds me of you so much i decided to name it aft you! i like yr name anws. x)

phy! you turtle. DID YOU LIKE MY POSTCARD! haha. see i have made yr font green cos you are a TURTLE. lala. SYAORAN IS MUCH CUTER. MUCH!!!

darling iz! thanks for the dedication once again. and anws. take good care of yrself! i dedicate the song right back to you! must be happy k? MISS YOU LOADS!

im done!!!
yayys!

oh btw. i went for the fire conference! it was so exciting. reinahrd bonnke is such a cute guy. haha. BANANAS! ohmy.

I WILL PUT MY BOAST IN CHRIST ALONE!

2006-06-28T02:44:00.000-07:00

timecheck!! 5:41pm.

and gracia is online lar.
she actually came back from trng alr.
amazing.

I ATE THE MACADAMIA NUTS SUUZ BOUGHT!
haha.
and my mom stole the BIGGEST nut.

PHY JUST SAID SHE LIKES THE MOON GUY.
NONONO!
you cannot like the moon guy!
that is yue btw.

YOU MUST LIKE SYAORAN!
ahahah!

he is so cute!
x)

2006-06-26T18:53:00.000-07:00

duo yi ge
duo yi ge
zai duo yi ge!

haha.
just heard that on the advertisement.
smiles.

i think school was fun today!
because mr tan
and mrs ong.
dint teach.

my positive experience: I LOVE SYAORAN
my negative experience: my glasses dropped in the sea.

and i think the deserts are scary!
i will never go there for my honey moon.
crazy people.

but me and gillian choo will go to DISNEYLAND when we grow up!
haha.

and i haven done my hw.
butbut.

i will do it soon?

haha.
signing off!

2006-06-21T22:50:00.000-07:00

catch a falling star//*
and put it in your pocket.

i wish..
i wish for you.

2006-06-20T17:00:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N165fBNKDr4

my goodness. this video make me cry.
i've just fallen in love with CCS all over again.
sigh.
why cant i have a GUY LIKE THAT!!!

sobs.

i swear im in love with a CARTOON CHARACTER.
okay fine.
i cant swear.
i PROMISE im in love with him
i am.

if only he was REAL.
I WILL MOB HIM.
i will.

2006-06-20T10:45:00.000-07:00

she is a narcissist
she is a narcissist
she is a narcissist.

i just felt like doing that.
smiles smiles smiles.

i just saw isadora soh just now!
SHE IS ALL GREEN!
and tied up with other badminton players?
poor thing.

i just read tons of blogs can.
thats why i am so inspired.

anws. vicky here wants me to type that i love you.
i loveyouvicks.

and so now vicky is happy.
yayys/

vicky is still reading over my shoulder.
and so is switch.

but nvms.
VICKY IS HELPING ME SEARCH FOR SONG LYRICS!
hahaha.

and here it is!
lalala.

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,
"I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that
I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing
"Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every
Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin',
no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,

Please come back home...

2006-06-18T02:41:00.000-07:00

i just linked a dozen people.
well linked and relinked.
and im not exaggerating okays.
i DID.

and that stupid template just drives me crazy gosh.

and then.
i was looking at KONG's blog to link ppl.
and then i had a sudden realisation.
and i was so frikkin pissed.

KATHLEEN DID NOT LINK ME!
that stupid girl.

and she was so amused by my outburst somemore.

I MISS YOU ISADORA SOH
AND CHERYL LEE

COME BACKK!
why are both of you coming back on the same day?
haix.

ohwells.

I WANT TO GO FLY A KITE!
i shall run to the beach.
hahahaa.

2006-06-18T01:50:00.000-07:00

O what a faithful God
you never never let me go.

Dear God,
im sorry.
im sorry.
im sorry.

help me to put You in the center of my life again.
i want to board that train.
and leave the baggage behind.

i miss you.

enough said.
amen.

2006-06-13T22:09:00.000-07:00

i want a pet mouse!
i think they are so cute.
but i shall make do w a hamster if i cant find one.

did you know that there is NO MORE marche at heeren!
so upsetting.
and suntec's marche isnt as nice as heeren's.
but ohwells.

and pet safari is reduced to one small shop!
everything's closing.

i just sent my smile to www.smileS2006.com
go send yr smiles!
x)

2006-05-31T22:10:00.000-07:00

i just realised i have tags!
ahah.
sorry people.
havent been online lately.
okays.
i shall reply them.

yusin! my dear. so sorry lar. but i dont know whats the universal time thingy. so i dint know which to click. must help me next time k? smiles. hello to you too btw! haha.

gillian choo! YESYES! i dont care arr. i book you for subway. and to go to disney land! ahaha! that will be so fun! yayys! we shall order cheese next time and meng can go eat her pickles. WE MUST CHOOSE A DRESS FOR ISADORA FOR PROM!

hellos elle! haha. yes. flying eggs. i just bought small eggs today at the market! super cute lar. haha.

my dear sing. what happened? hmm? you closed down yr blog yeah? if not i would have tagged ya. nownow. dont get upset. *hugs*

switch! haha. yayys! lets go play pool soon! and its not really his butt lar. winks.

cel. THEBEARIGAVEISADORAISMUCHCUTERTHANYOURS.

eva. I THOUGHT SWEEPING WAS FUN! smiles.

2006-05-31T22:05:00.000-07:00

love me, love me.
say that you love me.

its a new month! and it is currently 1.03pm.
i still have tons of work to do.
and i have been stuck at the darn summary for the past two nights.
i really hate summaries.
they are so irritating.
ugh.

i want to go out!
i want to go play.
i cant stand staying at home all day lar.

oh!
i think paul and jonathan sing nice.
smiles.

but i think its so evil to just pick two people.
sucks larr.
poor them.

but ohwells!

jamine shall be going on next week.
MUST VOTE FOR HER K PEOPLE?
winks.

2006-05-18T06:41:00.000-07:00

I JUST PAINTED A BLOB ON BLOB!
i shall show you!
wait.
celeste is helping me.
hmms.
i shall leave a space for her.

and the second picture is blob's butt!

YAYYS!!

ahahha.

okays.
it is cross country tmr!
and i am going to do sweeping!
swapped duties w yani.
and it shall be fun!
because then i can walk at the back of the sec3s!
yayys!
i have never ran cross cntry before.
SO I WANT TO SEE THE ROUTE!
ahaha.
okays.

and then.
i need to be home before 3 because my mom is going for some kind of church camp.
and i am gg to desaru w my bro and dad.
and it is so weird.
because there is one week before sch closes.
so people!

I WILL BE MIA ON SAT AND SUN!
well.
i'll be back in the evening on sun.
and i think i will have a dinner to attend.
ohwells.

2006-05-06T02:24:00.000-07:00

i want to play pool!
i think sunmeng is the best pool teacher ever.
I LOVE YOU MENG!
i do i do!

i have decided that pool is super super super fun.
although i still cant play for nuts.
WE MUST GO AND PLAY POOL SOON OKAYS!
i am speaking to no one in particular.
so if ANYBODY WANTS TO PLAY POOL.
MUST CALL ME!

OKAY OKAY?

YAYYYSS!!!!

N*V*H*S

christmas!

NVH*S